In which one question is answered, and all go hungry.
There was a full-grown man and a woman, their three children, and an old bedridden man
who was some kind of indirect relation and smelled of rot. Not much to go around,
especially considering that none of them had fed during the night, and that Will had
been starved the night before as well. Going without meals was a routine punishment-
he was hardly ever full.
"We ought not to have wasted the angry man," Drusilla said sadly, letting her allotted
child fall limply to the floor. "This one's all done, and I'm still hungry."
"There wasn't time," Angelus said. He'd had the woman-the man, the biggest one, was
Darla's by unspoken law. Will had been given the choice of the old man or a boy
hardly bigger than the goat outside. He chose the boy, but it didn't stop the
gnawing in his belly.
"It does make you grateful for large families," Darla said from her seat by the fire.
"Three children-it's hardly worth the trouble."
"There's one left," Drusilla pointed out unnecessarily, bending down to peer under
the table at the little girl who remained. "And the old man too. You can have him,
"No thanks," he said. The man was lying in his corner pallet, gawping at them.
He hadn't said anything at all, and Will suspected he was touched, or had had some
kind of fit. Either way, he smelled of sickness, and it turned Will's stomach to
think of feeding from him.
The others felt the same way, and it ended with Angelus snapping the man's neck and
tossing him out back. It improved the atmosphere substantially-now the only stink
was coming off the burnt woman, whom Will had dumped on the parents' bed.
"I want to play with the little one," Drusilla said when Angelus returned. "I'm still
"Get away from her," he said. "Go and sit by the fire."
Drusilla pouted, but did as she was told. Angelus went and knelt where she had been
"It's all right, little sister," he said, putting his hand under the table. "You can
come out now."
The child didn't move, and Will leaned against the doorframe and smirked.
Angelus shifted-he was too big to fit under the table-and tried again.
"Come on, my peach. Out you come, now."
There was a pause, then a small sound, and the child crawled out from under the table.
She stood up and regarded them in silence. Her face was dirty with tears and her eyes
looked dazed. It was hard to say exactly, but she might have been four or five years
"That's a good girl," Darla said, smiling at her. "Now go and say hullo to the
The child blinked, then walked over to Angelus. He patted her head gently and
stood up. She looked about the size of a terrier beside him.
"You're a fine little lady," he said. "Do you think you'll go to court someday,
and meet the Queen?"
She looked up at him and nodded without speaking.
"Well, come and practice your curtsey," he said, and put out his hand. She took it
and he led her over to her parents' bed, where the burnt woman lay.
"Angelus," Darla said, "you're a true devil." Her voice was full, and she was
smiling proudly. Will looked away and rolled his eyes.
"Not to the cuckoo-" Drusilla whispered, and Darla did something that made her
squeak and fall silent.
"Say how-d'you-do to our lady," Angelus said, and the little girl started to cry.
Will looked over with interest.
Angelus had crouched down and was holding the girl so she couldn't back away from the
bed. "Don't be afraid-she's just ill, like your granda was. Come up and say
how-d'you-do, now." He picked the girl up and put her on the bed beside the woman.
"How-dee-do," the girl whispered, sniffing.
A burnt hand came up out of the sheets and took hold of the girl's arm. For a moment
nobody moved; then the girl was pulled down. She made a tiny sharp cry and no
struggle to speak of. Her blood smelled like clean air.
Angelus watched for a moment, until the girl stopped trembling, then got up and
walked back to the fire.
"Why did the cuckoo get her?" Drusilla asked petulantly. "She's been asleep all night,
not doing any of the work."
"The cuckoo got her because she needs to heal," Angelus said. He looked at Darla,
not Drusilla, as he spoke. "We'll stay here till dark, then go on. If she's worth
anything she'll be able to ride by night."
Darla tilted her head and smiled into the fire. "All this trouble," she said.
"Our house-the Slayer will know it now. We can't go back again." Oddly, her voice
Drusilla whimpered, and Angelus went and stroked her hair automatically. She turned
her face into his side and clung to him.
Will looked down at his thumbnail.
"We could put her out in the sun," Darla said, her voice dreamy.
"Oh yes, let's-" Drusilla said eagerly. Angelus covered her mouth with his hand and
"It would make everything much easier," Darla went on. "Even if she heals all day,
she'll still be slow tonight. It would be safer if we got rid of her altogether."
Angelus said nothing, but watched her from under his brows. One of his fingers,
Will noticed, was in Drusilla's mouth.
"Will-" Darla turned to him suddenly, and he straightened up and tried to wipe the
anger off his face. "You brought this creature into our lives-what do you think
we should do?"
"I don't know," he said immediately. When Darla asked him questions like this,
it was always a trick. The best thing was to play blockhead.
"You must have an opinion," she said. "Here we are, trapped in a sty in the
countryside. We've lost our house, our belongings-we have only what we can
carry on our backs. Surely you have some thoughts on the matter."
"I'm sorry for it, Madam," he said.
"I have no doubt you are, Will. You enjoy comfort very much. So you must think it
would be best for us to put her out, seeing that she stands between you and a more
He had no idea what she was on about, but Angelus had let go of Drusilla's face and
was looking at him with demon eyes. That meant he had to come up with something fast,
and I don't know wasn't going to be good enough.
"I like comfort, Madam, yes. I'm sorry we've come here, and I wish we hadn't. But-"
He paused, trying to think of something quickly. They were waiting, and Angelus hadn't
crossed the room to belt him yet. "But I wouldn't put her out just yet, I don't think."
"Why not?" Darla prompted, when he didn't go on.
"Because-because we don't know where she's come from yet, or who. Dru said there
were others, and everyone was burnt but her, and she said the Slayer was coming, so
I'd keep her long enough to find out what that's all about." He only thought of it
as he said it, but it was true. If they'd lost the London house, or even all of
London for a while, he wanted to know what it was for. He'd wager that Darla and
Angelus felt the same way.
Angelus turned to Darla, and she gave him a you see? look that Will didn't
understand at all.
"All right, Will," she said. "We'll keep her a little longer, shall we?"
"Just until we find out where she came from," he said, feeling a little more confident.
Darla laughed. "Oh, we know where she came from," she said. "Do you think we'd come
all this way if we didn't?"
Will held himself still and tried not to notice how Angelus was looking at him. He
always got something wrong. Angelus kept trying to teach him the right way to do
things, the right way to think and act, and he always balled it up somehow.
"You were downstairs," Darla said, "smoking that cigarette. Her Sire was Rebecca,
and she came to us from Lille."
Angelus shifted and kept that cold gaze on him, and Will tried to look anywhere else.
"Oh," he said.
"Should we put her out, then?" Darla asked, still smiling. "We know where she came from,
"I don't-" he said, and saw Angelus shift. He hurried to change his answer.
"Uh, no, we shouldn't put her out yet."
"Why not, Will? I thought you only wanted to know where she'd come to us from.
She came from France."
"Well…" He glanced over at the bed where she lay. "Well, do we know why she
Darla smiled and sat back in her chair. She crossed her hands in her lap.
"No, Will, we don't know that."
Angelus's eyes narrowed and he gave a slight nod, and Will practically slumped with
relief. That was it, then-the reason they were keeping her around. Curiosity.
He wondered how close he'd come to having his head staved in.
Drusilla looked at all three of them with an unhappy face. "I know why she's come,"
she said softly.
"Oh bloody hell, Dru," Will said, turning away.
"Enough," Angelus said. "It's late. Will, you stand first watch."
"No," Darla said. "I'll do it."
Angelus paused in taking off his traveling cloak. "You want to stay up?"
"I'm not sleepy, darling. I'll wake you if there's anything." With the fire playing
on the side of her face, she looked beautiful and serene.
"As you like," he said, and bent down briefly so she could kiss him. Then he
walked toward the bed where the burnt woman lay.
"I won't sleep with the cuckoo," Drusilla said, backing away. Angelus sat down on the
edge of the bed and looked at her without sympathy.
"Take one of the children's beds then," he said. "Or the old man's."
"Smells like cattle," Dru said, wrinkling her nose.
"Take the floor then," Angelus said, pushing the burnt woman to the far side of the
bed and kicking off his boots. He lay back, then made an uncomfortable face and
reached beneath him to pluck the child's body out of the bed. It dropped with a thud
in the shadows.
Drusilla wavered for a moment, then went and curled up in one of the tiny nests
the children had left behind.
Darla looked at Will, who was still standing by the door. She raised her eyebrows
and he hesitated a second, then walked toward Angelus's bed. He didn't like the
idea of sleeping by the burnt woman any better than Dru did, but he wasn't going to
cram himself into a toddler's cot.
Angelus was already lying down with his eyes closed, so Will had to climb in on
the burnt woman's side, being careful not to touch her as he did so. He couldn't tell
whether she was asleep or awake. Her eyes were closed and she didn't move.
She didn't smell as strongly now, and the clean scent of the child's blood still
hung in the air.
He shimmied in between the two of them, crowding over as close to Angelus as he could
and trying not to touch the woman at all. Angelus smelled as he always did-blood,
leather, metal, Sire. Good smells, comfort smells. Will put his face close to
Angelus's chest and breathed in quietly. Suddenly he was exhausted.
Angelus's hand came around and took him by the back of the neck, a firm and reassuring
pressure. He closed his eyes and thought briefly-I wonder if they know her name
already-and then he was asleep.